Tuesday, August 20, 2013

Stupidity

I made a huge mistake. And continue to make it. It's interesting what loneliness and isolation can drive you to. Even in this anonymous space, I can't admit what I did. It's too big, and too ugly, and yet to most of you would not be as big and ugly as it is for me. But it is big and ugly to me. And I hate that even a few trusted friends even know. I feel like this road of depression has lead me to be a person that I never meant to be. I never wanted to be this. But I can't seem to be who I want to be, even when I try with all my might. Is it just me, or is the world getting uglier? I feel like the whole world is slowly going crazy. Or maybe that's just me.

4 comments:

  1. hi,
    I hope it's ok to comment here,I've found your blog by accident and have been following your blog for a few months and I just felt like commenting now.I don't know if you'd like it or not.
    the world is crazy, no matter how much they pretend they're normal, they really aren't.
    I really don't want to say cliche stuff in your safe space but sometimes people get desperate.you shouldn't blame yourself, whatever happened.
    take care,

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  2. I hope you are well. It can feel that way sometimes. For the answers just be sensible. There are all kinds of people, some eccentric. It will be fine. Whatever mistakes, a new day is time to change. The present is important to shape the future and change the past :)

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