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Red came and went, and doesn't seem bothered he didn't see me while in town. This from the guy that called me his best friend. Guess that was attached to conditions. Like borrowing money and crashing at my place. I shouldn't be surprised. I'm not. Mostly. Just sad. Hoping reality would not be what it was, adn that everyone, including myself, would be wrong. I love the idiot. And I don't feel like I can even say that anymore, because of the whole holding boundaries and not trying to caretake and all that junk.... Being healthy is lame.